NICOLE :D

new bloggggg

2010-12-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

I WILL NOT BE USING THIS BLOG ALD, I REPEAT.
CHANGED TO >>> www.nicolenmq.wordpress.com

Changing of blog

2010-12-24T02:51:00.001+08:00

Will not use blogger anymore. Changing to wordpress instead! :D

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2010-12-18T16:59:00.003+08:00

Took N Level results ytd. Got 17 and managed to promote to sec5.
I'm happy with that. I thought of choosing higher nitec cos i dun think i/m the type who will study.
But, friends and family around me ask me to go sec5.
I'm scared, scared that i won't be able to make it for O Level.
But after thinking, i think i've decided to go back school for the fifth year.
I'm gonna give it a try. I have to work doubly hard ald.
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I'm feeling upset, because too many things around me is happening.
I hope everything will be fine.
I hope wish pray that mon will be a successful day.

Yesterday

2010-12-15T17:40:00.008+08:00

First, we went to ikea to have our lunch.
So crowded! :O
Then we decide to walk around first.
Found a nice comfy double deck bed and boom!
Hahhaa so nice to lie on! :D

Second one was a queen size bed i think.
Beds are just awesome! Hehe
After walking around, had our lunch before heading off to anchorpoint.
Munyee went to look for her chinchilla food.
Then went queesway to look for her shoes.
Just buy Bata shoes la! Last year in shool ald.
After looking around, we went to town!
Bought my heels and bag! :D
Almost bgt a shirt.
I think it's not bad, but too ex ald.
At the shop, we had fun!

Because the more items you buy, each item will be even cheaper!

So, pris and me asked afew girls if they are buying anything.

Then we can combine tgt to get a discount!
I got my bag at $20!

And heels at $27!

Total spent of the day: $47

I thought i would spend arnd $80.

LOVE MY BAG.

Don't know whr she get that pose. LOL

Hehehe! :P

To benedict

2010-12-12T14:59:00.016+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

2010-12-09T01:45:00.004+08:00

I was reading some blog when i happen to see this.
First, go to this website: http://en.akinator.com/ (if you wanna try! )
It's known to be able to read your mind and guess the person you are thinking of!
First, the blogger thought of xiaxue.
And just gotta ans some questions.

And.. TADA! Like wow.
Then, he tried tricking the system by thinking of himself. and it came out....

I myself tried it, and it really showed the person i thought of!

One of it was Jaychou. And it came out one of his picture! Like COOOOOL! :P
Same goes for KEY! hehe

2010-12-08T00:01:00.003+08:00

A lil boring, so i shall post some SHINee pictures. :)

Okay, i know i'm slow. But after awhile, i find them quite cute! :P And yooguen is like cute ttm!
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Ytd went benedict house to play mahjong and poker.
Lost total 17bucks. D:
No luck at all.
It's alright, win back nxt time! haha
Later maybe going bowling with sw, ben and benedict. :D
OMGosh.
After watching hello baby; Onew
I suddenly feel like eating chicken!
The way he eat like DAMN NICE!

2010-12-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

Today munyee came my house.

We sang songs, laughing at our singings.

Had fun! :D

Only after that smth spoiled my mood. ):
This whole week like not much activity.

Shall find things to do/ go somewhere to play.

Bowling, anyone? :D

Kx house party

2010-12-06T02:24:00.004+08:00

BBQ PHOTOS - Some only

2010-12-04T01:19:00.008+08:00

2010-11-28T16:36:00.003+08:00

Went sushi tei for lunch today.

Now preparing for bbq downstairs! :)

Songwei, benedict and ben helping me out now.

hehehe

Shall post bbq picts tonight if possible.

If not, tmr! :D

2010-11-27T12:53:00.003+08:00

Last night went fullerton with my mum.
Have some cocktail party for for all bankers.

Got to meet some big shots.

Like COOL! :D

Got the group chairman namecard.

"In any part of the world if you get into trouble, just give me a call."

"You should start collecting namecards young!"

That's what he said.

After fullerton, went MBS.

Thought could smuggle in to some club.

But in the end, ended up waiting outside.

Wait till i become 21!

Mum went high after drinking.

2010-11-25T23:21:00.003+08:00

Just received my phone bill just now.

My mother was like NICOLEEEE!

Your bill thousand dollars?!?!

Lucky M1 to M1 is free.

So, i just have to pay for the plan.

And as i got no more unlimited sms but 500min calls,

my sms from 5000 dropped to 348!

Amazing lo! :P

SAMANTHA THAVASA

2010-11-25T15:26:00.004+08:00

Samantha Thavasa is a famous japan brand.

And, it's opening in singapore! :D

On the 9th of Dec if i'm not wrong.

Their bags and wallets are nice and sweet.

Plus, they will tell you which item is the most popular.

Like there are tags showing you the top 3 bags or wallets. ( most popular)

Thats in japan la.

I wonder will singapore have exactly the same thing.
The above wallet is the wallet i bought in japan! :D

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Alright, i shall continue on my endless love drama!

2010-11-22T18:42:00.002+08:00

Entire day at home.

Watching my drama, Douyu! :D

Suddenly feel like drinking my hazelnut milktea from koi.

Have alot of cravings nowadays. hehe

Anybody free tmr?

I wanna go out.

2010-11-21T18:53:00.003+08:00

Since i got nth much photos to post, i shall post some photos taken when i was in japan. :)

This is how it look like after an volcano erruption.

2010-11-21T18:36:00.002+08:00

Celebrated my grandma birthday on thurs! :D

I think her cake is cute.
And it's durian cake! NICE! :P

Japan trip

2010-10-28T16:04:00.015+08:00

Day one in Japan.

First dinner.

The other random days in japan.
The rest will be uploaded in my FB. :)

Things i did during the holidays

2010-10-19T16:42:00.004+08:00

2days 1night at MBS with benedict,sw and ben.
Playing bball and swimming.
Shopping

Ytd went to dye my hair, the colour is not very obvious though.
Because i not planning to dye back black when gg back to sch.

And, i'm gg to japan!

TONIGHT! :D

hehehe. My flight is 1AM.

Will be back on the 27th!

Will spam photos like crazy! :P

2010-10-12T00:49:00.002+08:00

I know i'm slow..

But, N levels' OVER!

Just gotta wait for dec to come and get that piece of paper.

After exams, i've been watching my drama show and playing mj! :D

Just watch finish my show! It's niceee! :D

Called: hard persimmon

Have been playing majong with sw,benedict and ben! :D

At least i nv lose. hehehe! :P

Later gg to mbs! :D

Thanks to benedict parents.

And my mum allow me to overnight there!

Like, miracle~ heh!

2010-09-29T18:46:00.002+08:00

Let no one who loves be called unhappy;

even love unreturned has its rainbow.
-J.M. Barrie

lantern festival

2010-09-23T00:41:00.001+08:00

Munyeeeeee :D

2010-09-16T16:07:00.006+08:00

Munyee came to my house and we camwhored! :D

2010-09-10T20:43:00.015+08:00

Friday: family outing

Watched it today

2010-09-08T18:33:00.005+08:00

2010-09-04T16:28:00.007+08:00

3rd September, Shawn birthday! :D
Had chalet for 3 days at downtown east.
He's my real blood brother okay!
He's going in to NS this NOV.
So this was his bd cake.

Brother and his gf.

My ahma.
The guys.

I like this photo!
I think it's super cute.

JAYYYYCHOUUUU

2010-09-02T22:39:00.004+08:00

Today went popular, and i saw all his album!
Wanted buy all at one go.
But like so poor. D:
Any kind soul want donate to me? :P
9Album for around $260.
Like omg.
Must start saving ald! SIAN.

2010-08-30T17:58:00.003+08:00

Some pictures taken this month.

SMU

Songwei and reece using my cam to camwhore.

English teacher! :D
Munyeeeee.

2010-08-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

Currently at munyee house camwhoring. :D

2010-08-10T12:47:00.010+08:00

Some photos during the batam trip.
My com super lag.
So i'll just uplaod afew.
The trip was fun.
First, we boarded the wrong bus.
Which was totally hilarious.
Quite a few things happen.
A guy right behind me suddenly got fits.
So scary.
The adults went to help.

2010-08-07T04:39:00.000+08:00

Will be going batam on sat to sun.
Hope i can spam some pictures? :D

2010-08-02T17:15:00.002+08:00

It's prelim since last week.
And i've been swimming everyday after each paper.
To train for my competition.
That's why i am so busy to update.
Plus everydays tuition.
On sat, went to acjc to train with my swimming mates.
Practiced our relay too.
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On Sun as early as 7.30 left home for hougang.
Munyee, Meijia came to support.
And my parents too.
I did not know what i was taking part in.
Because my coach was the organiser.
So he help me decide.
Reached thr and took note of what event i was taking part in.
1. 50m Freestyle women's open
2. 50m Breaststroke women's open
3. 50m Butterfly women's open
4. 50m freestyle relay.
5. (This one is last min called in de) - 50m freestyle relay, representing don't know what district.

Got first for 50m freestyle.

Got first for 50m breaststroke.

Got second for 50m butterfly.

Got first for own team relay.
And, second for representing the district.
So, overall: 3Gold, 2Silver.
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The district relay one was the most challenging.

Because other district send in all guys.

And my team was the only group with all girls.

Imagine girls vs guys.

I was the first swimmer.

And, all the guy are like WOW.

So tall and big sized.

But there was another group with a girl too,

who was the first swimmer too. :D
I was leading. (SHOCKED)
Overall, happy and sastified with my winnings! :D

2010-07-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

My disappointment for myself and family is increasing.
Many things are happening around me.
Time is passing too quickly.
Had a talk with ken.
Actually, i dunno what's stopping me to study too.
Anw, shall try my best to change for the better.
And sometimes,
i just feel that ignoring is the best.

2010-07-19T23:03:00.003+08:00

Currently, there's only one thing motivating me to study. :D
And, these few days mood isn't that good i guess.
Sometimes, i just feel so disappointed in different people.
But, maybe it's just them and their character?
So no point blaming.
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And my swimming competition is coming!
It's on the 1st of August. (Sunday)
And, i'm so unprepared!
I'm finding time to go train more often now.
Hope there is.
Because i am busy almost everyday.
Except thurs!
Hope i will make full use of it. :D
And, anyone wanna come support me?
(But it's during the prelim's week. )
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I will try to blog as many days as i can.
Because i am really really busy!

2010-07-14T00:34:00.006+08:00

More photos on my FB! :D

2010-07-06T22:13:00.004+08:00

I am waiting for my cousin to pass me the photos on my birthdya celebration! :D
That's why no picture for the time being.
Today suay day.
After school, had lunch at mosburger.
Then met up with mallory and delon to study.
After study,
we were laughing like siao.
Thanks to mallory!! LOLS.

2010-07-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

Growing fat.
On a special diet now! :D

2010-06-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

In afew hours time it's gonna be my birthday.
But i don't feel happy at all.

2010-06-28T23:56:00.001+08:00

HAIS. This feeling is just so bad.

2010-06-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

I enjoyed myself today! :)
Pictures will be uploaded ASAP! :D
HEHEHEHE :P
Wanna thank those who came/helped out and lastly,
people who gave me presents! :D

2010-06-24T23:13:00.002+08:00

Today went orchard with my mum.
Bought 4 tops! :D
2 from mango and 2 from newlook.
Tmr got maths mock exam.
From 4.30 to 9.
Think of it make me totally moodless~
SIAN.. ):
Must see mr yong face liao.

2010-06-22T00:41:00.011+08:00

Sunday after tuition, went east coast park with my family.
Had a picnic there.
Found a kite hanging on the tree.
So we took it and played with it for awhile.

Then my uncle rented a small bic for my cousin.
Those super small, for kids kind.

However...

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I can ride too! :D hehehe

And ytd,

i had an outing with my cousins! :D

We watched Toy Story 3 3D!

Then had lunch at astons.

Then played pool before rushing off for my tuition.

What i had for lunch.

2010-06-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

Ytd was priscilla birthday. :D
Enjoyed the celebration alot.
It was fun!
Watch karate kid in the morning.
Then went to get food for afternoon picnic.
Then went to sit sg flyer! :D
The scenery was nice!
Took quite alot of photos.
I was spamming within the half an hour! :P
Next few post then post the pictures.

2010-06-16T21:07:00.006+08:00

Alright, pictures on dance camp. Just afew.
Cos my laptop is SUPER LAG! D:
So sorry.

The rest i will post on on facebook.
Just wanna say thankyou bananas! :D

Cos during the camp, because of me,

all of you need to sleep with the bright lights on.

Sorry and thankyou! :)

2010-06-14T01:03:00.002+08:00

Still got quite a number of photos to upload!!
AHHH.
Later dance chalet le! :D
Hope it will be a super fun and memorable one!
Hahhaha
And after the chalet, i think i will take like super long to upload all the photos.
SIAN.
hahaha because i got a lousy laptop. ):

2010-06-12T21:47:00.001+08:00

That's just life, yi zhi zou qian, lu yi ding chun zai.

Chalet

2010-06-11T14:12:00.003+08:00

Sad that i couldn't stay over. ):

2010-06-09T14:21:00.003+08:00

Since i am so bored at home, i shall update more. :D

Started swimming at quite young age. Tanned since young!

I'm in the strip swimming costume.

Cassi and me when we were young.

And now? we still go swimming tgt! :D

We became more retarded too. HAAHAHA

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Haahaha. See so lame now!

2010-06-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

3 dear friends have gone to genting! :D

Hope thet enjoy themselves over there.

Sian. 2 buddies not in s'pore.

Sadded.

Tmr morning meeting ken for tuition!

Wonder how is it gonna be.

Then maybe afternoon gg for mj.

Then 7 - 9 got english tuition. SIAN.

2010-05-27T00:19:00.005+08:00

Went through artists blogs.
Found some interesting pictures in JoannePeh's.

Found these stockings quite cool!

2010-05-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

Mummy's bringing me for escargots! ^^
She said cheaper.
But wonder will the quality be as good as the one i went before?

2010-05-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

Anyone wanna go swimming?
Can jio me! :D

2010-05-19T15:42:00.003+08:00

Didnt go school today.
Because i didnt hear my alarm and woke up late!

Went kbox. :D

2010-05-08T16:37:00.002+08:00

I was bored..
So i started searching cartoon! :D
Barney and my another fav!
Monsters Inc.

It's raining.

Wonder if later going for swimming anot.

2010-05-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

Today maths paper 2 was like.. Jialat.
Same goes for Hsit paper.
Only wrote 2lines for SEQ.
After paper, went for lunch with sw they all.
Then walked around at imm with desmond.
Bought mother's day present! :D
Then went to benedict sis shop.
Help her draw on the machines! :D
FUNFUN!! hehe
This two was what i draw.

2010-04-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today english paper was like jialat.
I think i wrote the wrong format for paper 1 the letter writting.
Then for compo,
I wrote about the experiences about OBS that i wont forget.
Super long lo! Somemore i tried cutting short alrdy.
Hope there won't be much grammer mistakes.
Had lunch with coconuts! :D
Long time didnt eat tgt alrdy.
Had BK! :)
Then went home to rest and went to eddie house.
Then went for english tuition.
Today lesson quite slack.
Was talking about politics.
Tmr going to pray my ahma!
And have swimming. :D

And, i found out Ms tian 50m timing!

29s! Like WOW. So fast.
Mine is 33s. D:

2010-04-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

Today was chinese paper.

I don't think i will do well.

Just got that feeling.

After paper, went home.

Lucky got munyee and shuyun to accompany me! :D

Then watched tv tgt.

After that, went to watch IpMan2 with jon they all.

After the show, slack awhile.

Took 1group photo.

But i dunhave it.

Took the only photo with vanessa on my handphone! :D

And,

Happy Birthday, Lifang! :D

2010-04-28T22:23:00.001+08:00

Had tuition after school.
But went home bath first.
Then it was raining super heavy!!
And super scary thing happen to me just now.... D:
Frightened.

2010-04-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

Today had phy test.
Mcqs only.
Then those i dunno, guessed lo.
After school, had tuition.
Waited for munyee.
Then had tuition from 5.30 to 10.30!
Like WOW.
Got scolded manymany times.
I can drive teachers mad! :P
But i do feel bad too.
Like i have bad memory.
Then MrYong teach alrdy, i keep forgetting.
And i realised,
i dunno ALOT of things.
I am sooo dead.
But now study still got time! :D
Because now its just mid year.
There's still time for Nlvls.
JYJY! :D
After tuition,
went to pasar malam with munyee.
To get our dinner.
SUPER HUNGRY okay!
Cos we didnt take our dinner before tuition.

2010-04-25T18:01:00.002+08:00

Alright, some pictures i wanted to post.
But due to some com prob, i didnt managed to.
And my new boyfriend!!
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Hahhaha!
Just kidding lah.
Thats my cousin! :D

My bro, cousin(samantha) , cousin(kenneth) and me!

Samantha and kenneth are siblings.

Then our parents call us act as couple!
Like so old alrdy, can think of such thing!

2010-04-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today normal lesson.
Had english remedial.
Then had phy remedial.
But pon lo.
Then went queensway to eat! :D
Shiok uh! hahaha
Didnt take any pictures.
When we wanted to go home,
it started pouring.
So we waited for the rain to get smaller.
Ate alot today! D:
OMG.
Need to exercise alrdy!!

stamina trained

2010-04-17T20:38:00.004+08:00

Just reached home.
Today SMU was quite good.
Had fun and slacked.
Camwhored arnd too! :D
Then, had lunch at Jp.
Shopped a lil with munyee and pris for their clothes.
Then went home rest awhile.
Then went swimming.
Training today was tougher!
Did 1.2km i think.
22 laps!
It sounds like 22 only what!
But, you go try!
First was 5 x 100m. (timing all arnd 1.35)
then after that suppose to do 10laps within 12mins.
But i did within arnd 10mins! :D
MUSCLES PAIN!!!!!!
Now, most bananas and coconuts should be enjoying themselves.
And kaixin too!
Good lo.
At SHE concert.
I WANT JAYCHOUUUUUUUU CONCERT! D:

2010-04-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

STUPID SCHOOOL!

Always say school is our second home.

Yet they treat us so bad.

Don't even give us that lil trust.

WTF!

LIARS!

2010-04-12T19:23:00.002+08:00

Just bathe finish not long ago.
Today i feel better after taking my medicine in the morning!
Nafa was still alright.
Same performance as usual.
Then, had maths cmt.
I know i got alot of careless mistake.
And, is sure fail.
But it's alright.
Cos it's not N lvl! Heng... haha
After sch,
had lunch.
Then played dodgeball and cards with jon, kenneth and co.
If everyday like that play, stamina sure damn good ah! :D
Have fun too!
Doddgeball is fun!! I LIKE.
Now waiting for parents to go dinner tgt.
Tonight i shall try chiong finish all my tuition hw!
Then after sch everyday can play! :D SHIOK.

2010-04-11T21:51:00.001+08:00

I AM GETTING SICK!! D:

Damn it.

And i cant post long.

Left 30 mins more and i gtg sleep!

Wish me luck for tmr! :D

Both Nafa 5 stations and Maths CMT!

2010-04-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

Today the entire day was slacking at home!
Until i went for swimming.
So long didnt swim still can get my BT! :D
Which is 50m 33s.
Lack of stamina at the last part.
Cos my coach say until 45m, my timing was 27s!!
Then last 5m slow down alot. D:
SIAN!!

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Still 1/100% ?

2010-04-09T23:35:00.001+08:00

Today nothing special except for dance.
Today was a special day!
Last day for dance.
Thought would be happy cos.. haha
But things didnt turn out the way i thought it will.
I suddenly feel quite sad.
I miss the juniors.
And they are super sweet ttm! :D
Thanks juniors!

2010-04-08T21:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIWEI! :D

Today school had the fire drill.
Our class and 5/2 got selected to act.
Then didnt cook lo.
SIAN! D:
Then today after school got eng remedial.
After remedial went straight home.
Cos sw they all got swp as usual.
Then slacked at home.
Was eating my seasweeed. :D
Then wathed a korean show!
NICE!
Something like "The Departure"
The tittle is"My girl and I"
The show is touching! :D

2010-04-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

Just now after school,
went home to swim.
Swam about an hour.
Total around 20 laps?
Hahah.
Considered damn slack.
But no stamina mah!!
After that, passed jon they all volley ball.
Watch them play can laugh like siao.
And they played bar longlong!
A game i played in pri school.
ITS FUN! :D
After that,
went for dinner with family at westmall.
And someone sudd hold me waist.
Scare me.
Is actually my tuition teacher.
Hahah.
Then she said my compo for the mock exam was quite gd!
MUAHHAHA. xD
Anw,
gotta do my work alrdy.
BYEEEEEEEEEE!
Sayonara.

2010-04-06T22:11:00.002+08:00

Just reached home.
Ytd didnt posyt anythin.
Because i was having a migrain.
Now also!! D:
Sian.
After dance,
went to tuition centre.
Cos got mock exam.
Waited for LUEY MUNYEE for almost 2 hours!
Haha.
Now gg bathe and after which, have my dinner! :D
And,
PE ytd was horrible.
only 9 ppl pass 2.4

2010-04-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

Slept at 4 last night.
Was watching my show.
Then woke up arnd 7.
Got some prayers on.
Then had lunch with family,
before gg to JP to look for munyee and co.
Munyee and me bought new school shoes tgt!
Same one. :D
Thus, got to cancel one item in my wishlist.
Had to use my own money.
Sian.
Nvm, start saving!
Later gg to friend house to watch ManU match tonight.

2010-04-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 6, thinking there was school.
But suddenly rmb is good friday.
Then went back to sleep.
Woke up at 1 plus.
Bathe and met munyee at 2 plus, almost 3 for lunch.
Then went for tuition mock exam paper 1.
3 to 5 took eng paper 1.
5 to 7 took emaths paper 1.
Munyee then took amaths from 7 to 9.
Then i waited for her.
Then went her house for dinner.
Played with her chinchillas.
Found out they wont bite! :D
And i love their furs man.
And, i love munyee now!!
I mean, MOREEEEEE.
HAHAHAHA

2010-04-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

Random pics on Games day,
Which was on APRIL FOOLS DAY! :D
Handball got first.
Floorball got second.
Basketball got third.

2010-03-31T15:44:00.003+08:00

The day before ytd,
the guys won in bball for 2 matches.
Tmr is games day alrd! :D
And ytd took 143 to int.
Got a disgusting couple sitting infront of me.
The guy is damn cui.
And he still act cute.
And keep kissing the girl.
Kissing her is not the problem.
But must he keep on kissing until reach int?!
Like damn eek.

2010-03-29T19:06:00.002+08:00

Today's basketball match is postpone AGAIN,
to tmr.
Due to the weather!
And, i pass my maths cmt! :D
Hope jonathan can play on thurs.
Hope the school allow.

2010-03-28T12:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEHLIN! :D

2010-03-25T19:50:00.007+08:00

4/7 Guys FloorBall. :D

Won the first match,

draw the second match.

2010-03-24T22:13:00.001+08:00

Today handball 4/7 won 3 match! :D
Thanks to jonathan cheok!
Hahaha.
Tmr will be bball and floorball. :)
Songwei and the rest, jy!

2010-03-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

Tmr hand ball prelimary round!
But still, a lil scared.
But also got a lil attitude of heck care.
LOLS.
Hope tmr play well.
And i want luck mans! :D

2010-03-22T19:35:00.003+08:00

Last weeks pictures

Sec3s SMU.

Ahma Funeral

New bbtea! :D Almsot 5bucks!
But it's the quality.

2010-03-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

2 months ago,
my ahma was down with high fever.
And tmr,
she's gonna be burned.
I couldnt cry.
Not because i'm not sad.
But i still don't accept it.
Cos she is the strongest woman i have ever met.
Second person is my dad.
But just now i saw my dad cry.
Then i cried.
This whole funeral i only cried once.
Which is just now.
And,

Thankyou for those who came down.

Munyee,songwei,alda,daryl,shuyun,priscilla, vanessa,timothy,jonathan,eddie,kenneth,roy and benjamin who stayed overnight.

2010-03-16T14:20:00.002+08:00

Today is the third day of the funeral.
Alot of things happened.
Then ytd, timothy and vanessa came down.
Delon came after that.
Children stay awake at night.
And sleep in the day.
Cos need take turns to takecare the whole funeral place.
Now is suppose to be my sleeping time.
But not that tired.
Cos took a nap alrdy.
Later ben they might be coming.
So is meijia they all.
So far,
i cried once only.
Which is when i was at the hosp.
The doc say she dead.
Thats the only time i cried.
Last few days nv cos ,
i still dun believe the fact thats she' gone.
And i have to stay strong.
Life still goes on..

strongest person in my heart

2010-03-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

Today had 2.4
But was just a mock.
So was quite slack.
Walked afew times.
Then lesson was normal.
Had dance.
Taught a junior.
She quite cute.
Cos she keep smiling to me. :)
After that, meet up with sw and co.
Went int tgt.
I went to hosp as usual.
Had dinner there.

~

My ahma want go home again.
Then when we all stand at the door there.
Then my dad was talking to her.
Then he say gdnight and left.
Then suddenly my ahma cry.
I think she no strength to shout thats why.
But i first time she her cry.
Cos since young,
i nv see her cry once.
From then on,
she was the strongest person in my heart.
But today she cried.
See her like that,
i cried too.
Cos i nv expect her to cry.
My heart really ache.
Like i cant help in anything.
Not we want turn all our backs and leave her.
Is we've got no choice....

felt so helpless..

2010-03-06T23:52:00.005+08:00

Last few days was staying over at the hosp.
Alot of things happened.
See my ahma stuggle in pain.
Yet i cant do anything.
Ytd she want go home.
But all the adults dunwant help her out of bed.
Cos she need to stay in hosp.
She stare at me with a frown on her face.
It scares me.
But i feel guilty as well.
I really wanna let her have her way.
But i can't.
The feeling is damn bad.
She dunwant us to see she is in pain.
But i saw her stuggling.
She even pulled her own hair.
Scary things happened too.
Later gg back hosp.
But tonight cant stay over.
Cos tmr got tuition.
SIAN!
Now i just wish to accompany her.
I keep holding on to her hands,
cos i scared thats the last time i will hold them warm.
Her arms are full of brusies.
And i hate medicines.
Hate the nurse walk into the room holding on to the small tray.
My ahma see alrdy her face like so scared.
Even when she slp,
she dream of taking it,
and kept saying: I sick of the medicines! I dunwant..

2010-03-05T22:06:00.002+08:00

Just reached home from hosp.
Just bath finish.
Now getting everything prepared.
Then go down hosp again.
Just now my ahma i see her like in great pain.
But she tahan.
Saw tears in her eyes.
Somemoe her tolerence of pain is damn good.
See her like that,
my heart just feel so pain.
My dad predicted long ago say she will die on the 6march.
and he just said 3 plus midnight.
Thats super scary to me.
Cos i dun believe.
But just now,
my ahma became more alert,
and got more strength.
In chinese,
there is a phrase.
"Hui guang fan zao" (if i'm not wrong)
Memories all came back to me.
Rmb her always shouting at my house downstair,
calling me press the lift for her.
Cos she dunno how to use the intercom.
Next time nobody will shout for me to press the lift.
Last time our relationship was not very good.
Till this year..
Hais.

I love you,

ahma.

2010-03-05T14:51:00.003+08:00

Random pictures with my cousin.
Last few weeks have been spending time with them.

Lasania?

Last FnN lesson. :D NICEEEE!

2010-03-03T18:50:00.002+08:00

Last few post no photos..
I know its damn SIAN!
HAhaha.
I also damn sian.
Ytd after cca straight,
i went to hosp liao.
Everyday go there until 11 plus.
By the time i reach home, bath and all,
it's alrdy one! D:
Then alrdy too tired to do any homework.
And i NUH nurses totally suck.
The security also can go bang wall mans.
My grandma say want do business,
Big one lah.
Then we call the nurse to help.
Then they say okay, coming.
Then what i see for the next 5 mins and more was...
they sit there and do their paperwork!
Wtf?
Paperwork is nv ending.
Their brain store pee or what.
Dunno what the hell are they thinking.
Now i waiting for parents to fetch me. :D
Visit ahma! Left limited time to spend with her.
Must cherish.
And just now i was taking a nap.
I dreamt of songwei,benjamin, munyee and more!
The dream was... I LIKE! :D

ahma get well please!

2010-03-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

Was busy throughout the weekends.
Flag day was alright.
Got monk put in angpao leh!
To me is a lil weird.
But quite cool lah! HAHA.
Wonder whats inside...
Ytd as usual,
got tution.
After that went to NUH.
Visit my ahma.
She look damn different from the last time i saw her.
Now she very weak. D:
Like wherever she go, whatever she do,
she need ppl to help her.
She keep shivering too.
Then she dunwant eat medicine.
Feel so bad to ask her eat.
But i want her to get well ASAP.
Hope she get well soon!
Anybody want visit her?
Coconuts? Bananas? :D

No pictures to update~

cross country 2010

2010-02-26T17:12:00.004+08:00

Just reached home not long ago.
Now going to bath.
Cross country got 14th. (not bad le lah)
I did nt know what to expect.
Cos was not on good form.
Damn jialat.
First time run,
i stopped twice.
Plus the sun directly sunning down.
Wanted to give up halfway after the second brigde.
But then i saw ben and reece.
If i stopped,
they are sure gg to ask me keep going.
So i told myself, i must continue.
Plus, i know 4/7 girls not running.
So, at least one of us get top 30 mah!
Then the last 400m is like so damn far lah.
For the last 50m i think,
Timothy ran with me. (He 5th leh! So good)
I know he cheering me up.
But i alrdy couldnt hear anything.
So, i just sprint.
HAha.
Told to write name on card.
Dunno why i paused for a while then i write my name.
I think i forgot my name for that second.
HAhahahha.
Then everything become so bright.
Couldnt see everything clearly.
Took drink and sat down.
The feeling is like,
drink too much alcohol.
Then want vomit. :X
It's damn bad lah the feeling..
For our class guys, hasan, farris, prasanth got top 30!
YAY. :D
Happy for them. HEHE
After that, went to eat at KFC with sw, ben,benedict,bx, rj,jw.
After that i went home.
Went to gym.
Ran on trackmill 2km.
Did some leg exercise and arm exercise too.
Going for tuition later.
And i not yet do homework!! JIALAT.

Goodluck to all

2010-02-25T20:55:00.001+08:00

Tmr is Cross Country Day.
And great.
I had not been training my stamina for the entire year.
how wonderful.
Plus i just recovered.
Not fully yet.
But i know its a bad excuse.
Bless me tmr. :D

2010-02-24T13:46:00.001+08:00

I think more or less,
i posted those pictures.
If not, i have uploaded all in my FB.
Today nv go school.
On MC for one day.
Sian. D:

2010-02-20T21:17:00.007+08:00

Random pics. First few is at pris house today.

2010-02-16T12:28:00.003+08:00

2010-02-14T23:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year And Valentine Day! :D
Today went afew places to bai nian.
Went to pray too.
Then was at my ahma house gambling/mahjong.
Drank volka and whisky! :D
Cheeks become like i put blasher.
Hhahahas.
Tmr maybe going shuyun house too!
Go there can gamble. :D
Maybe got investor too! xD

2010-02-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

Some Pictures.

2010-02-12T17:59:00.008+08:00

From Benjamin. :D

From Songwei. :D

From Shuyun. :D

Thankyou Songwei, Benjamin, Shuyun and jovina for the presents!

Thankyou Ben, for the cookies.
Taste nice. :D Can see effort!

Hahahhas.

Songwei, yours also nice leh!
Not bad leh. Hahahhas.

Jovina gave me 2 fake flowers.

Shuyun gave me one heart shaped balloon! :D
Munyee made cookie for me. :D
And thankyou for those who wished me.
Anw,

Today is Chinese New Year eve.

Hope you get more angpaos for the next few days!

And early Happy Valentine Day! :D

2010-02-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

Damn alot of ice creams!! xD

For more, go my facebook.

2010-02-08T16:53:00.003+08:00

Okay, i know i owe some pictures.
SMU. :D

2010-02-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

Dance was a lil tiring.
Tried on costumes! :D
Mengyu came.
She helped us kou our steps.
Now i rmb the steps better alrdy!
Hehhe.
Yay.
After dance,
munyee and me waited for 176 for an hour.
Went late for tuition. ):
Later for the safari zoo run event!
I wonder what are we gonna do man.
Run from safari to zoo?

2010-02-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

I wanna do my homework.
But totally no mood.
No more discipline.. D: